I am definitely on the nutcase spectrum. I lied about my age and twins, but have always been honest about my mental status.
And devvo. Thank you for posting. Justice Junkie is my new favorite word. The nutcase factor does come into play though, cause lets say ex did experience some pretty bad karma - like public shunning or an arrest or job loss or being left alone after sickness. I would feel horrible for him and for my son.
I just want to know that i wasnt so easily discarded by the person i devoted my life to. I want him to live with remorse and regret over me. Thats the only karma i really want.