You are not a nutcase!!!!! You are traumatized for sure.
hey, I don't know if it is healthy or not and I often try to think about why I don't care anymore. Am I truly over it? Or is my mind rejecting feelings over this because it would otherwise be too painful? Don't get me wrong, I rage with anger from time to time too. Especially the other night.
My ex doesn't suffer any consequence either. He got exactly what he wanted. It is what it is. One day he might, like DEVVO said. I don't want him to suffer consequences at the expense of my daughter either, though. He needs to stay with his wife and be faithful to her, because I can't have my daughter going through this again.
Do what you got to do to make yourself feel better and enjoy life to it's fullest. We only get one, and I hate to see that POS rob you of that.
