It was nice to hear an update on your life and the holidays. I am so glad you see the past two years as useful and even needed. You certainly are doing very well.
I understand the pull, and need, to both post and to be silent.
SBJ, share whatever and whenever you want, you are still the most important person in all of this.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.