Wow. Today I woke up from a really upsetting dream regarding my XW and I've been feeling doubt about her all day.
XW regressing and cheating again is definitely my deepest fear. I am stuck. I want to trust her with my heart but I can't. Not yet, maybe never. Of course it's early but still.
I almost feel like I detached so much over the last year that I can't regain the emotional ties that are essential to a marriage or LTR.
I may have to put this R on hold.
Did she ever cheat before she met you? I think you know my sitch and the one thing I’ve gotten from doing research is that if their parents were cheaters and if they cheated before this is their go to behavior when things get difficult.
