13 years and 2 kids pt. 4.

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Journaling:

So time for an Update. Pardon any autocorrects as I am on my phone.

Had a decent New Years eve. The day was good, as I had the kids untill they left with Their mother for a New Years party. I had a fine evening with friends, and headed to bed shortly after midnight.

Kids had First Day in daycare today, and I am starting work again tomorrow. I prepared some things for tomorrow, went to the gym and afterwards Got a haircut.

I had a chat with my patents and even though it is not ideal, I will be going “home” and stay there when its not my 7 days with the kids. I Will be coming by every 2nd or 3rd day to take then to sports or play and tug Them in because they are so small and need my presence, its unhealthy for S1 especiallt if I am not home for too long.

I let WW know in a friendly tone, and politely asked if she would then do the same, and not be present during my 7 days, because I need to get on with my life.. She is heavily in with the OM currently, and she agreed instantly. This Will be healrhy for Me. I am sitting here looking at D4 sleeping, and im sad and angry. She dont deserve this, she really does not. I Will be the rock and guiding light for my two little Angels.

WW Can jump from a tall place of her own choosing for all I Care. Yes feelings are fleeting, and right now I really have Nothing left in my mental happy place for that woman, so lets not talk about her.

Happy that I now dont have to do in House seperation anymore. I need the change.