LBS dealing with WW (part 6)

[Joe2017]

Wow. Today I woke up from a really upsetting dream regarding my XW and I've been feeling doubt about her all day.

XW regressing and cheating again is definitely my deepest fear. I am stuck. I want to trust her with my heart but I can't. Not yet, maybe never. Of course it's early but still.

I almost feel like I detached so much over the last year that I can't regain the emotional ties that are essential to a marriage or LTR.

I may have to put this R on hold.