Gordie 22 eight months after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Neffer and Over thank you for the wishes and happy new year to you too



Butterfly

You are never a downer

You are a wise and protective sister like Oneart

You know w is still baking

And you do not want to see me get hurt again

Really hard to keep expectations at zero

I think you sense that which is why you said it

I will keep trying to stay the path



Journaling

We had a family NYE celebration

All of us together having fun

D is still angry with W and W wants me to help

W has said she wants me to do some things I used to do like open doors for her

W says she wants us to improve our communication

But I need to tread carefully

W only wants to be heard and validated

When she asks my opinion and it is different than her own

She gets cold and ends the conversation

W wants me to accept her new religious beliefs

She knows I do not share them but wants me to accept them

W slept in my bed last night

No touching but there she was