Gordie 22 eight months after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Oneart

You hit the nail on the head

I totally feel like I am in uncharted territory

I love the MWD books but they do not really address this space

So many success stories proclaiming their marriages are better than ever

But I think posters like Blu are more like what I think I will experience

A much longer road with a lot of twists and turns both good and bad

And yes Blue and others built a new marriage

But maybe not better than ever

So yes defenses are still up

Thank you for the compliment

I do not think of myself as a courageous person

I am a stubborn person

And now a more patient person

And one more but still not fully comfortable with uncertainty

And like you guys told me long ago

I am stronger than I thought



Gerda

I love beautiful churches

And I am thankful for your prayers

Surrender and patience do not come easily to me

But I was forced to get there against my will



These are my prayers

Thy will be done

Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us

Do not judge

Fear not