Day 155 - Final post of 2018,

I obviously spent the majority of my day here reading and replying to other's threads while continuing to reinforce all of the stuff that has been given to me since I have started this journey. There was a lot of pent-up anxiety of what is going to happen in the new year. Lots of changes are going to happen. That's a guarantee. The growth and the pains that come from it will continue. I am expecting that. But I am also expecting a much different year from last year. I am expecting to be in a much better place. A place where I ooze confidence. A place reserved for AMOFWL. Once the clock hits midnight, I will hold my head high and say out loud:

I WILL WIN! BECAUSE I AM AWESOME!


I am getting ready to head out the door to find something fun to do for new years. I may do it solo. I may meet some new folks. I don't know. But I am going to hit 2019 on a strong and determined note.

Pain18 will no longer exist my next post. I have submitted the request to have my handle changed to "Phoenix9". I hope it gets approved.

Sandi, I was mulling over a profile name change for a month now and Phoenix was the first thing that came into my mind. You verbalizing it confirmed the name change for me.

I will see you all in the new year.



Last edited by pain18; 01/01/19 02:03 AM.

1/6/18-BD OM1
2/18-W meets OM2
4/18-W intros D4 to OM2
5/18-“Romance ends"
7/18-DB start
7/18-IHS Ends
4/19-WW moves out
3/21-D filed

Formerly pain18

Rise.