Wife is moving her portion of the furniture out later today to her new house. Feels weird, but I'm significantly more detached than I was previously. I'm torn on whether I want to be here to make sure her and her crew of folks dont jack stuff up or getting myself out of the house. I'm planning on not being here, mostly because I think OM is going to be one of the people helping move. I haven't seen him since this whole thing kicked off and dont know how either of us would react. I don't need that interaction in my life. I know that goes against what I said about detachment, but detachment from W/MR and feelings toward her and OM are different. I accept and am doing okay with life without W, but thinking about the betrayal by the two of them can still make me livid - I haven't been able to identify why it makes me livid sometimes and not others. Something to work on.
Been getting out a lot with friends, or even just with the kids. Not enough solo stuff imo. I have the little one tonight, so not planning on doing anything for NYE - getting a good night's rest to get a good start on 2019. Ordered a ton of books on self-improvement, been planning out how I want the house/furniture setup, and been planning a bunch of trips.
