Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

How cool Neffer,

He will bring lots of joy I know our baby is.

So I see W trying to start argument or something

While talking to kids W gets on Phone,

W was mad about me not telling her taking kids to
the city.

I just listen and W says "are you listening " I replied
Yes and am sorry you feel that way but that was
A family event I did with our kids. It was my week
If I take kids out of state Yes I must tell you but
Me going downtown I don't.

W then proceed to say I want this to work
2nd time W has said that. I then said yes coparenting
is very important to me. W silent

Today at pickup W made a favorite dish of mines
W said I pack you dinner. I said thank you
W looked exhausted, tired, Sad. W said how are you
I said ok thank you for asking.

W ok, I stood there in passenger side door. I then said Ok trio's are
We buckled up, Trios yes mommy. W ok M bye very sad look

What's interesting is OW friends and family at house Trios said
A whole bunch of people like they about to have a party.
W look like a mess. Like W didn't even want to leave.

I am not trying not to over think anything about it
But I can tell you W honeymoon stage are over. I can tell.

I wonder is it finally sinking in. W won't have kids till
New Year's day after 3pm.

So sad to see someone full of life gone.

You would think New car W would be ecstatic.

Trios said W was mood. D10 said she doesn't like W
I just listen and validated and said I am sorry you feel this
Way. D10 said I just need a hug from you mommy.



Boys are just over W. There words W is same old same old.

I hope everyone has a great New Year's