So yesterday I went to the driving range early and had a good practice. Afterwards I came home, and played with my kids for a couple of hours and had fun. I then made plans with my neighbor whom with I will be spending New Years eve as I won't be having the kids for New Years. We had a coffee and a bite and a good talk. I then made plans with some friends of mine and we went to the local sports bar. I don't feel like drinking alcohol at the moment as I talked about earlier, but I had a lot of fun, talked with a bunch of people and just enjoyed soft drinks and acted as the designated driver which was fine .
I borrowed a couch at my friends house and then returned home this morning. I played with the kids, cleaned the house and now I am about to watch a movie with D4 and popcorns which will be great. S1 is napping and im gonna just enjoy the day with them. Tomorrow I have the kids until 4 o'clock where they will be going to a New Years party with their mother. It will be a bit sad not having them, but I have made good plans so I will have a good time im sure.
Thank you all for being there in what has been the worst year in my life - I am looking forward to talking with you all in the new year, that im sure will bring a lot of great things for me and for all of you.
Stay strong, stay happy, and remember, we have one life, so don't waste it on things that we can't change, act on the things you can, and let the rest happen - The universe has a strange way of sorting things, so let go, it will be the hardest task to accomplish, but at the same time, it is the best thing you can ever do for yourself.
BD: Wife says "its over" 11th august 2018. EA: June 2018 PA: August 2018 - ongoing Status: Taking turns 7 days a week to be in the house w. kids WW: no regrets, seems happy with leaving.
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