Milestones of Moving On (?)

[TJT]

Well your effort does not go unappreciated, burned!

Thanks for taking the time to respond tonight (posting to these boards via phone is a painnn). And don’t worry, I don’t take what you’re saying the wrong way. It actually makes a lot of sense and I’m glad you said it (honestly I’ve noticed the same). We may be “strangers” but we are certainly sharing a very serious common experience and a lot of intellectual capital here!

I am trying hard (as many times as it needs to happen, which is a lot) to keep reminding myself that it is not me. But I think part of my problem is also forgiving myself or maybe just accepting myself for what I didn’t see up to this point. And then that letting go of control of your life thing. Nbd.

Keep an eye out... and maybe check for flowers in the cart too? Apparently lonely ladies do that for themselves to keep the space bright and feel special. Especially when there’s wildflowers available. Granted it’s a very big state. But a small world I suppose!

I’m tired too, been staying up way too late recently and then sleeping later. Probably mostly holiday induced being off my normal schedule, but hoping it’s not more anxiety or something.

I hope you’ve been GALing this weekend and keeping busy!