Hey. Posting from my phone, so I have to be terse (also it’s late and I’m tired):
Totally get you on the “self esteem issues and needed more” thing. I suspect that contributes to the WS syndrome. I’m really starting to wonder what it is about THEM that makes them think awesome people like US aren’t enough to satisfy them. And that they’ll find someone even remotely as good as us somewhere else...F that noise.
Also, since we’re all strangers on the internet, I hope you won’t take this as anything more than a compliment. When I get that fear about “what if I never meet someone who really gets me like W does,” I think of some of the things you’ve said. And knowing that there’s one person out there besides me who thinks like I think, and values the same things that I value, makes me hopeful about my own future. Thank you for being you, I guess.
(I went grocery shopping today in the small town where my parents live. Didn’t see anyone with beer and dog food in their carts, unfortunately. I’ll keep looking. :P)
H: 35 W: 33 M: 11 T: 13
4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1") 6/23/18: I moved out 8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")