Letting Go. Detaching. Done Engaging.

[Did]

Thanks Ginger. You’re right on insanity. W actually recently said the same thing I’m my own worst enemy. She has sent me a handful of Instagram posts on boundaires self love and self care. I haven’t responded. I do yoga when I Can and will do more. I got blood thinners today. I’m told blood clots can be brought on by stress. As well as dehydration I wasn’t sleeping and was up worrying about W.

I’m truly going NC. That’s what you all have recommended anyway. Doubtful it makes anything better between us but I need to move on. I’m done with leeway and all of it. Just done. When we exchange D4 I’m not sure I even want to go in her place or see her more than I have to. She will probably drop her off to me tomorrow or Monday. I don’t want to be rude and not tell her to come in. Not sure what to do there.

Thanks