ST... Do NOT send your WW any messages. Just don’t. It won’t do anything except further her resolve to D. Focus on yourself and on spending time with your children and GAL activities. I know this hurts. I get it. Honestly...the deaths of my parents were easier to get through than this and I loved my parents immensely. But this level of hurt and anger can’t last if you don’t let it. Right now your emotions and unhelpful thoughts are in control. Take the control back. Choose your focus. Choose better, not bitter. Go work out or for a walk or journal or do anything else but send your WW messages. You WILL get through this. Try to do it with your dignity and self-respect intact. You don’t NEED her to survive. You WANT her but that is not the same thing. Choose your focus. Take it off of her and put it back onto you. (((ST)))
