It's so unfair and sad what you're going through. It's so cruel and on one hand your wife doesn't ever deserve to have you back and yet you love her and wish she'd come back. It's such a no-win situation. It's great that you're focused on healing but the pain sadly doesn't just disappear as fast as we wish, especially when you really, truly loved your wife.
Thanks Nicole, you're right. Even today, after nearly 4 months of not seeing her and knowing shes "in love" with someone else, i still love her. I can't switch it off. I have no interest in other women right now. Who knows what 2019 will bring me. Perhaps i will meet a wonderful new woman, who wouldn't ever dream of breaking my heart & trust.
It was nice to hear from her family, as I know they're sad & hurt also on what WW has done, not just to me but also the family. I was happy to at least be thought of.
BH: 36 WW:33 M: 2 Relationship: 6 years. Dday: Aug 2018 0 1st mention of D: 30/09, 2nd Mention 17/02/2019 LRT: Oct 2018 WW & AP: EA & PA since June 2018 (Moved country and in with AP Feb 2019)
