Determined now as I move forward..

[Dtrmned]

Thanks and I know I will get through this. Unfortunately the things were talking about our immediate issues that have to be dealt with now and they’re very pressing in very just harsh realities of separating divorce all of those things. I would love to put things off for a while but there are some of the things have to have decisions now. It’s just difficult with the feelings and the emotions and the person you’ve been with for so long that knows how to trigger you and tries to trigger you and wants to hurt you as much as they can in the moment and I’m trying and doing your best to restrain yourself I am human and can’t always be at my best and unfortunately I wasn’t today. Some things were said that I’m pretty sure can’t be taken back on both sides how do we how do I deal with that moving forward.