Letting Go. Detaching. Done Engaging.

[Did]

We got into it via text. Think I’m going to file soon. It’s so unhealthy. She rips me for [censored] from a year ago and I try to take accountability. I ask for the same for something that happened recently and she curses at me and says she blocked me.

This empty feeling is just the worst. Yes I made mistakes a lot of them. And I guess engaging via text is another one. I have to drop D4 off later. I don’t know if I should try to smooth things over. Or just go dark again now it doesn’t seem to even matter. I can’t atand affecting each other like this. The rage she has is insane