Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

I hope everyone had a great Christmas,

Trio's and I had an amazing time.

Better than last year for sure.
W had them Christmas Eve
I pick them up Christmas Day.

Trio's ran out the car and d10 jump and
Put legs around me. Gave me so much kisses
And hugs and boys also and the said we miss
you mommy Merry Christmas.

I seen W face not sure if W was sad or mad.
W in a heavy toned. Are you guys not going say
Bye to me. Trio's turn around and said bye.

I think this year holidays is starting to sink in.
Last year W was in honeymoon stage with OW.

Trios where just so excited to see me. Btw they only
Where with W less then 15hrs.

This momma cook up a fest for us Fantastic 4
You would have thought we had company coming
Nope just us. And our new Addition.

A German shepherd. Yes a dog
He was free with up to date shots and food.
He is less than a yr old his owner is a friends of
a friend who got called back to duty Marines,
He was selling him. But nobody purchase. So
My friend told him our story and he agreed to meet me
We met while kids where gone. Dog and I bonded and
The owner seen that. He look at me and said Merry Christmas

I hope he will bring peace and healing to you and your kids.
Just take care of him. I of course cried my eyes out. I am still
in shock. But this little guy has brought us happiness.

The trio's eyes lighted up. They love him so much.

So yes Christmas was amazing.

And I must admit I didn't miss W.

W is becoming just a memory.
I am grateful we met and we took the journey
Together but our journey has came to an end.

My best friend ask me how was this year for me
I said good. I didn't think about W or cry about W
Or anything. I am adjusting to just Trios and I
I actually like it just us 4.

Kids can be themselves. And I can be myself

I didn't realize it how much I lost myself trying to
Always please W. Or put W needs first. Never again
Will I do that.