You do have strength in you. YOU CAN DO THIS! I know how much you love your girl. You can do this for both of you. Look how much you've already accomplished!!! Remember when this started? Remember when you didn't know if there was even going to be a tomorrow? You have come so far Nicole! You're going to make it. Keep on going!
Also, I know we have always said this to you on this site but... WHO CARES what your WH is doing? Or what he will be doing in the future!?!? You know what? All those awesome things you think he's going to experience that you fret over? YOU CAN DO AWESOME THINGS TOO!!!!! And you won't be a lying cheat!!! You won't have any guilt or remorse. You're the winner in this situation, even though it feels like the opposite. I promise.
It's gonna be OK.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018