Gordie 22 eight months after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Job: yes and unexpected and spectacular way to welcome Christmas



DNJ: yes at the beginning of the year I was headed for certain divorce and now at the end of the year wow

Yes, thanks be to Him and many answered prayers both mine and yours and Gerda and SBJ so many others

Yes, do I feel more open to forgiveness and reconciliation and miracles? Yes

And no it is not just sex it is w showing me that she is wanting and choosing me

After so much rejection and waffling

DB coach in the spring said to be patient and let her initiate anything physical

Make her beg for it she said which was hyperbolic but it made the point

And the truth is the first time was very very awkward

So awkward I did not know if there would be a second time

But she initiated again the next day and it was much much better

Yes there was still some awkwardness but the fact she initiated again boosted my confidence



Sjohn and Westo and SBJ and Andrew and Kyh:

Thank you for walking this path with me

It has been a very long and lonely few years

Yes my head is truly spinning

And I know there are still many twists and turns to come

But I view this as some sort of turning point

This was a very big one on my list of desired improvements

Thank you for being my constant cheerleaders

Always here with sage advice

And much needed empathy

Empathy that is only learned the hard way