Moving from Newbie status to LBS of MLCr

[marina7]

Grace,

Welcome to our little world,

Been catching up with your story

Well about the suicide part, just be his
Lighthouse that's all we can do. But you must
detach. W did all of that and said some more.

W would call me at 1am asking for copies
of kids birth certificate, I would ask why W
would say I am upping my life insurance.
I would of course just talk with W about life

Then monster came out, and then again I would
get from W I was driving wanted to drive off the bridge

I of course started getting anxiety thinking W was going
to commit suicide. My therapist said this is another form of
control and therapist was right W was using that as a form
Of cake eating.

From therapist protective people that going suicide they don't
Announce. Which I started reading more and is true.

Yes I am W lighthouse. But to an extent MLCers when they see us
LBS moving on they kind of become a child that didn't get their way.

W has her moments more monstering but also back slides
But till this day W hasn't said Sorry.

And to answer your question how we LBS let go and move on.
You will know. You will let go if you read my story I went back
and fourth with emotions and sometimes I have my moments
But can W and I work things out. Honestly I still fight with that.

With that being said it won't be easy for W, W will have to fight for
Our love. But do I also think W to far gone the rabbit hole, yes
W is lost. All I see is a empty soul. Is heart breaking to see our
Spouses going through this. But remember you first.

Remember
ONE DAY AT A TIME