LH,

I understand completely what you are getting at here, and circumstances change and thereby the course of action.

Meltdown / setback, did I act / react with emotions? absolutely. Will I live forever in regret and think that everything had been different, had I not ? absolutely not.

I do believe, that she is so WW in her heart and so driven by her feelings of desire and lust, that the outcome would had been the same to this day. However, we will never know, and I for one won't spend another second of my valuable time on this earth considering and thinking about, what if?

Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you are gonna get... I got a bad piece - however I am positive, that there is more in the box for me, and I like chocolate, so I am not afraid to pick up the next piece.


BD: Wife says "its over" 11th august 2018.
EA: June 2018
PA: August 2018 - ongoing
Status: Taking turns 7 days a week to be in the house w. kids
WW: no regrets, seems happy with leaving.