Journaling

So last night

Kids were all asleep

And w and I stayed up late playing Santa

And then she kissed in a way she has not in years

And one thing led to another

And we made love there in the living room

In front of the Christmas tree

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving