New thread- Newcomer pre-bomb drop

[Bern19]

Thanks everyone and Merry Christmas. I'll admit today had been rough. One minute I'm laughing and hiking with my kids, the next I'm sneaking off to the bathroom so no one sees me cry. The sadness just comes in waves. Mostly after I realize this is likely our last Christmas together as a family.

I'm started to come to grips with the fact that my wife just isn't able to give me what I need to be happy, and I'm no longer willing to settle for the crumbs she's able to spare. I'm not interested in spending the rest of my life with someone that finds it necessary to keep so much if themselves and their emotions a secret.

Anyway, just wanted to say thanks for the support and to wish all of us that are struggling with a WS a Merry Christmas.