Harvey, I asked that question about W feeling pain before and the vets gave me the best answer. If she is you would be the LAST person she would show it to. Seems like I have meant nothing to my W since she left. I used to wonder how she felt, enough time has passed that I don’t care anymore. You will get there as you get stronger. In your new world how she feels simply does not matter. Unless/until she shows at your door completely ready to do whatever you need to R the MR, you just keep on walking and making your new life. Terribly brutal, but amazingly simple at the same time.
And as you said on my thread, you are not alone in making that new unwanted walk.
