You know, I don’t think any of us can truly comprehend what is actually happening when we are in the thick of it. The fact that many of us are still here years later processing and applying truly demonstrates that it’s all a process and takes time. . It’s unfortunate that others miss out on such a... uhhh.... challenging and fruitful process.
I dropped my dog off with ex this morning. My dog is super scruffy and scraggly right now. His bed head was level 10 this morning. I didn’t even bother brushing him before dropping him off... just proves how much fun he had yesterday. I’m sure ex is making another one of his documentation’s about how I don’t care for the dog.... whatever. I try not to give him any ammunition, but today I didn’t care.. I even dropped him off 9 minutes late. (Oooooooh such a rebel)
Anyway, I then went to the beach for a run. It was so fun. Got some miles in while listening to Christmas music. It was unusually foggy and cold in SoCal this morning, but it was fun passing everyone by in their parkas and hearing all the holiday greetings of those walking along. What a nice morning.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
