Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Feelings and journaling,

2nd Christmas since BD,

This year Trios are together and I have s10
Getting closer to bringing s10 home permanently

W has them today Christmas Eve I have Trios Christmas day
W tried to change time but I stood firm.

Last year I didn't see s10 or W. This year is different
W offered to bring me some desserts and MIL make
me Tamales. I did say Thank you.

W different a little W did apologize for trying to
change time which was New I just listen.

W mentioned I want us to make this work for the kids.
I didn't take it any other way but coparenting.

W seems to want to talk, even at drop off with OW in car.
Trios get out of car. W opens passenger side ask me how
am feeling. As me if I need anything while OW there
again like W wanted to talk. I said No and thank you

And drove off.

W seem sad, everytime W picks kids up mascara smudge
Like W been sleeping or even maybe crying.

I again try not to over think anything.

I'll be home alone today need some Me time. Then
Cooking dinner for trio's and I for Christmas.

Merry Christmas everyone.