Pax, you have come a very long way since 2015. You've have your ups and downs, but look at you! You are out there enjoying the holidays and festivities this year.
When you came to the forum, like many others, you weren't ready to "hear" what we saying. Each poster will move forward at their own pace and must not miss a step along the path. I, too, wasn't willing to "hear" what was being pointed out to me until many, many months down the path. But once you get to the point of letting go, and I mean really letting go, your eyes and ears begin to "see and hear" again and you realize that what we shared w/the posters really does work/happen.
So, my friend, today I wish you and your family a very Merry Christmas and may the new year bring lots of fun and new doors opening so that you can begin the next chapter of your life.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
