Divorce and Acceptance part 3

[Pax_luv]

Hey KML, thanks for popping in. hmm.. I have heard of that book. Never thought to read it, but maybe I will. Thanks.

Well, it’s that time of year where feelings get all mucky and surprisingly I’m doing great. Heck, I’ve been doing this for 4 years now. I’m a pro. I’m really enjoying the holidays and all the festivities this go round. I think I’m more present this year and that is making a huge difference. I am booked up with social events and parties through Thursday. Ughhhh no more food! I’ve literally been stuffed to the brim since this past Thursday. Even though I’m working tomorrow, I’m getting up early to run a few miles just to burn off some calories. This is getting rediculous! At least I’m enjoying myself. It really has been great.

Since I don’t get my dog on Christmas, we decided to celebrate “Dogmas” today. We just invented it! The whole family brought our dogs together during our sunday dinner and we had the pups open presents and play, etc. it was so fun!

Anyway, I’m a little amp’d from all the cookies and hot chocolate so I thought I would take a trip down memory lane and read my Christmas time DB postings from 2015. Wowwwie.... I have come really far. I am so grateful to have had this board as an outlet and am even more grateful for the support and insight from all the posters. There are some wise folks here and some of the nuggets are pure gold. I know I missed some of the gems because I was too close to my situation at the time.... distance and time really is the greatest gift.

Still have the usual legal drama, which takes it toll, but in this moment, I consider myself to have more blessings than I deserve. I desperately feel the need to pay it forward because the universe has been on my side the last week or so. Feeling very grateful and just full in general :-)

Merry Christmas Eve!