I just re-read my post above and I notice how my writing style reflects my thought process at the time.
Lately when I post, I still can communicate what I am feeling to you with success. But there are also some things I post that just do not make any sense at all. "Maybe these another tests?" should have been "Maybe these are more tests?"
I don't know. I do realize that I need to pursue activities that relax me. When I'm relaxed, I communicate a lot better. When I am under distress, my mind is racing so much that my mouth and/or my fingers cannot keep up and ultimately come out as non-sensical words and sentences.
