My Story Pt 2

[Manta]

Thank you Neffer. I understand that. It's mind-boggling how much my life has been changed so quickly in less than 6 months. I know WW is in full limerance right now, but that can't last forever. I'm finding myself, keeping my chin up and trying to get through this very difficult and emotional time with some dignity and self-respect.

I sent a Christmas card to WW's family a few weeks ago, I haven't received any reply. I really love and miss them all, so I wanted to do it out of respect. They're proud people, who believe in family values and respect.

My in-laws were like a second family and always made me so welcome. I know it's hard for them all, as they did love and respect me too. They always said I was like a second son and they were so proud that WW had met a wonderful husband like me. I don't know will they reply, maybe a text. Perhaps WW has painted me in a very negative way and they don't want to hear from me again. I didn't add any silly messages, just a simple happy Christmas and best wishes from Manta.

I can't live in worrying what they think, only what I think of myself right now. WW made a very selfish decision, she will have to live with that guilt and shame for the rest of her life.

I miss the W and woman I thought she was. I hope 2019 will be a good one. I haven't kissed or slept with anyone since my WW. It's been a very lonely journey.