I guess now, I'm just so scared. Christmas is nearly here, I look forward to seeing my brother and sister and their children. Part of me feels like a failure, as we were on the cusp of having our own home and family. My WW stole that dream from me. For now anyway.
I don't know what's going to happen in 2019, but I just need to let the wind carry me.
I have faith in God and put my life and marriage in his hands.
BH: 36 WW:33 M: 2 Relationship: 6 years. Dday: Aug 2018 0 1st mention of D: 30/09, 2nd Mention 17/02/2019 LRT: Oct 2018 WW & AP: EA & PA since June 2018 (Moved country and in with AP Feb 2019)
