So sorry Manta. This really is the hardest thing to go through. It is a betrayal of epic proportions and to not have the opportunity to talk about it with your W makes it even harder to accept I’m sure. For what it is worth, I’ve had several talks with my H and I still have more questions than answers. I also see him once or twice a week and that, too, is hard. We were on the verge of an awesome life together. I thought it would be a new beginning and he thought it would be a good time to leave. Goes to show you that no matter how well you think you know someone, there is also a really good chance you don’t know them at all.
You sound a lot like me. I am a very trusting person which is why my H managed to fool me for so long. I don’t know that I will ever be able to trust someone again, TBH. I have always said it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I’m not too sure about that anymore. It seems there are a lot of chameleons out there and unfortunately, they don’t come with warning labels.
Anyway...I just wanted to send you some virtual (((HUGS))). I know how difficult this is. It’s been three months for me now. I have a lot of up and down days but I am getting there. You will too.
