Letting Go. Detaching. Done Engaging.

[Did]

Yea I agree she has sucked. Ovr. Im just done dealing with loser I desire and is sexy. Shes so out of balance and it fcks me up. Feb was my timetable for Divorce and Im sticking to it. June 2017 she left... this game has to end.

Of course as you guys suspected she ended up wanting me to get the teachers presents. Selfish AF. She freaked out when I said no. Said it was for D4 not her blah blah said shed split it. Texted me condescending [censored] this is for our child, said its BS. I replied more than I should have. TOld her saying no was not being rude or having attitude.

She never walks our dog and he’s sick and limping. I walked him today. And will be taking him as much as possible. She loves this freaking animal but can’t put on a coat to walk him and get him some exercise to stay healthy. Needless to say the dog has 8k of metal in his knees. It seems like she can’t do anything difficult. I’m just fed up.

I asked her to borrow a santa hat weeks ago because I wanted to do a video giving kids lacrosse gear. She said she couldnt find it, it was hanging next to her tree. She didnt even look. There was other selfish sht I forgot about. I had left some channukah gifts over there after the holiday because we were on different terms then. I packed up my toys and brought them with D4 to my house.

At school connected with a classmates parents and will do a play date. Im a great dad. And Ive come a long fcking way. Yea I may be codepent with her or have NGS and allow her to manipulate me. But there will be no more NGS. No helping her out. If she comes back showing remorse and consistent actions we can talk. Otherwise I have nothing for her.

She still hasnt read codependent no more and is 40 pages in on six pillars of self esteem. And asking me to borrow Mark Mansons subtle art to not giving a [censored]. I had mentioned she should read it a while ago when we were dating. She should definitely read the other two books first but whatever.

Im done talking to her. Talking about her unless sht changes. Games over. Time to turn the page.