I know is not something you want or us here Especially during the holidays.
I can tell you one thing that was told to me A year from now you will be better emotionally
Last year I put a Christmas tree last minute for My Trios. But this year I decorated outside And we decorated tree.
I won't say it will be 100% great but you be better than This year.
Just listen to all the ones that been here for years. They will give you some great advice.
Just remember is not your fault There's nothing you could have done
Just protect yourself financially and mentally Because MLCers will make you feel like your going crazy. And trust me your not.
We are here. And remember
One day at a time.
And is ok to cry, yell, be sad is ok to have all these feelings.
Happy Holidays
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9