Guys, I’m not hurting nearly as much as I was a couple weeks ago. I’ve been pretty calm and even keel now for about 10 days or so. I’ve accepted that D is probably a 99% probability. I don’t have any expectations that anything will change. I’m tired of trying to do “something” and focusing on saving the M. I’m now doing nothing and just continue down my path. I pray for strength, courage and trust in Him. I’m no longer praying for a miracle or for my W to finally see the light.

Last edited by Wanted1; 12/19/18 01:16 AM.

M: 34 W:34
D:7 D:6 S:3

M: 9.5 years T: 12

OM found & BD (by me): 9/19/18
IHS begins
W informs me she's moving out: 11/28/18
W files: 12/21/18
D Final: 2/25/19