Haha well I hate the morning Steve, I'm a night guy. I love the night. So sunrises to me are totally different LOL! But yes, that analogy is the closest to how I feel. Basically if it's meant to be it'll be. If not it won't. There's nothing I can do to persuade the outcome. My opinion on WAW is based on a sense I get from her whenever I was with her. I've said it repeatedly, there is something going on with her in her head regarding me. I can't describe it, but it's a sense I get. There is a part of her that wants to be with me again, I just know it. But she's her own person and has to make her own decisions. I'm like the train at the train station. The train doesn't leave the station until all the seats are sold. If WAW gets her ticket in time, she'll likely get a seat, if not she's not getting aboard. There's no telling when all the seats will be sold. My feeling is I'm thinking about starting the engine and driving the train, not worrying about who manages to get a ticket. Does that make sense?
ME: 43 W:44 M 13 years on 5-5-01 T 18 years BD 4/27/14 D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date) WAW moved out 5/12/14 Papers filed 6/27/14 Divorce granted 07/17/14 Our marriage ends 11/17/14