Uncertain of What I Have (Thread 2)

[LB55]

Bo

I feel you brother. I am starting to wonder what the future holds if not my current W. It is just so hard to want to continue when you get nothing given back other than a crumb here or there. I see the happy couples everywhere too, and just wonder, could that be me? I was super happy with my M until she BD me, now I wonder if i was happy or comfortable. This stuff really makes you second guess things sometimes. Crazy mind tricks I tell you.

Hang in there, my W definitely struggled with intimacy for a long time after pregnancy, breast feeding, tired, etc. said she couldn't take more people touching her and needing her, just needed to get away from it. Never left or BD me then, but I definitely had to back off a lot and it hurt my feelings, like how could she not want it for this long? Is it me, that doubt creeps in there. God has a plan, remember that. He won't give you anything you can't handle.

LB