My story is coming to an end.

Tonight, D18 announced to me that ex-h might be diagnosed with the same type of cancer that his baby sister died of at the age of 30. He told the kids he might have a couple of years left.

It might be hard for some of you to beleive but my entire life flashed infront of me.
My choices, my reactions, my present and uncertainty of the future.. i am grieving all over again.
I am sad and scared..