On a positive note, I am moving on successfully with my life. And I befriended a girl during dating and we even had very passionate kisses and romantic sex. Although I dont have much feelings towards her currently, she is on cloud9 and wants to pursue this relationship further. She said that she has dated many and had a couple of hookups, but never ever experienced the warmth affection, passion and romantic love that she experienced. This was my first sex may be after 4 years or so. Its interesting that during the entire duration of our Sex starved marriage, I was unable to have a proper sexual relationship with my ex for whatever reason. But now I was able to perform it because the other person was also patient, trusted me, knew some sensual trigger points of my body (That i myself did not and do not know since all these years) and willing to accept me as her partner. I guess this is all that was missing in our SSM and wish that the Ex could realize this.
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M(35) F(35) T(6) M(6) BD 10/25/2017 S 3/12/2018 LRT 4/3 D Served 4/30 D Signed (Me) 5/1 D filed with Court 5/21 D Final 7/6 Moving on with life and doing lot of GAL since 7/6 :-)
