Hang in there. We are all on this sinking boat, but we will make it out if we try. Go for a run or walk on lunch, and hit the gym today. Working out helps get your focus of W and you feel physically better for it.
Yes, we are all on this sinking ship. It hurts. Fortunately I have a very good leadership team at work. They know I am going through a rough time.
Right now I feel like I am never going to get over this. I feel like I am never going to feel the same again or be happy again. I am doing a good job of GAL. I am acting detached, but no, my emotions are still attached. I understand this. I mean, I had three kids with my WW and spent 21 years of my life with her since I was 16. I loved her dearly. I tried my best to save my M and keep my family whole. But since I can't do that I truly need to get away and focus on myself 100%.
I know I will be fine. I know I can live alone. I will be fine. I have a great job, great kids and will have some $$ to use to find a nice place.
M:16 T:21 H(me) 38 WW: 38 S11 D16 D19 Red Flags of A: March 2018 ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018 Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018 BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018 D Filed: March 27, 2019
