I'm having a very hard day today. I need to do this for myself. I have to get away from her. I know that most say not to leave the house. But I feel like I'm drowning and each time I get pulled to the surface I get dunked back under again.


OM lives in a different state. He is married. So I know shes not going to start having him over. But I expect she will start looking for a man once I'm completely out of the way. I accept that. I have to. I am so sad.

Last edited by SoTorn; 12/17/18 06:23 PM.
M:16
T:21
H(me) 38
WW: 38
S11 D16 D19
Red Flags of A: March 2018
ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018
Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018
BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018
D Filed: March 27, 2019