She was shaken up and upset. I tried to explain to her a few times that when she said she wanted me to let her know if she would have to wait years for marriage and kids I was just no where near ready for that. She reached out a couple times about a mutual friend and asked to get coffee once but I just told her the timing wasn’t right. I have concsidered apologizing to her again. But she really was into me and May be better not to say anything since I didn’t want what she wanted at this time.

Either way I know I’m not close to ready for anything serious. But will follow DB principles and advice here. I have to do it. Heading to IC now. Thanks Steve.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18