It does like you want this to happen quickly. I understand that. Everyone is tired in living in a less than perfect relationship. We are all thirsting for some meaningful and loving interactions, but realize that you can't force it.
Human nature is working against you. Think how bad you wanted this, and now that you have it, it's not good enough. Those are emotions, reign them in and think for a second.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
