Sorry to hear about how things are going ST. It must be so hard to live in the house with that kind of tension. It takes me a while to recover every time I see my H and I only see him a couple times a week for very short periods of time. I can’t imagine if we were still living together. I hear in your writing that you are still struggling with anger over your W’s actions. There is a lot to be angry about, I know. When I let my brain go down that tunnel, I can get really, really angry over my H’s actions. I am trying to let it go. Not because he doesn’t deserve my anger but because I don’t. It is exhausting and sends me into a tailspin. It is not hurting him, it is hurting me. So I am working on forgiveness. I think it will benefit me in the long run... make it easier to move on. Anyway...I wanted to just send you my support and a virtual hug. (((SoTorn)))
