Journaling,

Not much happening over here.

Besides acting like herself. Very weird

Today at pickup W reflected on MIL how MIL no longer
Up tight. How MIL taking life easy

W said MIL says take me to concert
I just listen.

I said that's good I am happy.
Then W said I am now the one that wants to just
stay home and relax.

In my mind I was thinking is called Depress.
But again I just listen.

One thing W brought up a party that W went with
Trios. W proceed to say A friend invited us.
I just listen. Is like W wanted to talk
I didn't I said ok W have a good night W was close to me
And said Ok M take care of yourself.

Yes I been sick with flu so I was shock W Said
Take care M I was shock once someone who wish me death.

When I got in car. D10 proceed to say
They went to a party I just listen, it was
OW family. I smirk because why proceed to
tell me a friend invited W why not tell me
the truth.

D10 and s9 proceed to say W made them
Homemade breakfast and cuddle with them.

I said how nice and kept listening.

Kids are excited they said W and OW tree is
Full with gift Lots of them
I just listen, but this is the part they get
there hopes up and then I have to fix
Trios heart. They where very giggly and
Smiling and I truly happy

I hope this last. No matter what I have said
It I just want kids happy. And if W is Happy I am
Happy for W.

W again was herself very interesting to
See the old W again. But unfortunately I
Know not to put hopes up and usually when
W is this nice is usually something behind it.

I hope everyone had a good weekend.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9