Journaling:

Things are going great, new life is now my new normal. I do not think about what could have been anymore. I am living my best life, doing things two years ago that I would not have done. Parties, meeting new people, running... writing, reading... its all about living the best life possible.

I have recieved several messages from my L that states for me to proceed with my D I will need to file a court date and subpoena my W to force her to show up. W and her L will not respond to any correspondance and we have agreed to their terms. To say this is bizzare would be an understatement. W has had limited contact with our children and they are now asking what is going on... once again I dont have any answers for them.

Went to a great party last night at the social club and we have a better/bigger one this Friday. You know the ugly sweater contest type stuff, also grab bag.

Played darts with my cousins, brother, and nephew last night what a great time. Nephew tried to get me to do shots, I did one and that was enough.

As I sit here writing this I have run 21 miles this week and I am contemplating going runing right now. I am feeling a little sluggish but feel determined. It just feels so good when I complete a 4-5 mile run.

Christmas Eve I am making a big dinner for me and my children, they are all looking forward to it. They will spend Christmas day with their mom which I think is great. I will be going to my brothers house Christmas day.

I have had several opportunities to date, and as I have stated before I am not ready for anything serious. I really do like not having to answer to anyone but me.


M:52 W:49
D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20
ILYBNILWY 5/28/17
Still living together
W filed 1/5/18
W moved out 8/24/18
D final 9/18/20