I'm going to tell you something that is dumb, but smart. Kinda.
Stop being depressed. Go enjoy your life. That's it.
Thinking about all the negative stuff is a surefire way to feel "depressed", so go out and stop worrying about it. I don't think you should have been doing that photo shoot anyways. That's cake eating.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.